long time no blog, GDA 2010, antis and fans

Its gonna be a long long entry... read at ur own risk.. And a kind reminder, this is my personal blog, therefore I’m entitled to speak what's in my mind.

Annyeong everyone.. yes yes.. i know i didn't blog for quite a while now... in fact, it’s been 6 months since my last update, i think... hehehe...

But straight to the point, arini, aku nak rant about GDA 2010 or Golden Disk Awards.. As most of kpop lovers might have known, SNSD won the grand award.. Disk Daesang along with 2 others, Popularity Award and Disk Bonsang Award. And well, because of this, super junior fans or better known as elfs was left dissapointed. And they actually stated that GDA result was not valid...

Actually, I'm really really happy when SNSD wins. But at the same time, I'm pretty sad because suju lost... there I was, waiting eagerly for the update of the show. When snsd won the first two awards, I was extremely excited but deep down I felt these two will be the only awards that snsd get for the nite.. So, when they announced that SNSD won the grand award, I was pretty shocked myself. Coz I've been telling my mum all throughout the show that I'll be expecting suju to take the grand award bcoz i knew all along that suju album sold more that SNSD album. What i didn't know is that, they also calculated the repackaged album. But anyways, i am sooooooooooo happy for snsd. Really i am.. It's just, i feel something 'different' when i saw the cameraman zoom to suju oppas face.. Clearly there are disappointed. But they are not totally lost that nite. suju oppas grab 2 awards. And 1 of them is asian popularity award. That shows something rite? They are indeed popular around asia... and suju oppas are very courteous. Even though they are disappointed, they still stand up and clap for the girls.. What else can we say?? suju oppas are a bunch of gentleman.

But what's bugging me next is when the elfs declared that the result is invalid. They even gonna file a lawsuit for GDA.. hehehe... fans can be scary huh?? hehehehe... hmm... I'm not going to say much about how GDA calculated the result, because as far I know, SNSD beat suju by 2,000 copies from their album sales. Even though suju bonamana ver A sold for 131,946 while SNSD oh! sold a total of 123,318, the sales also include the repackaged album. Suju repackaged album, No Other sold for 45, 412 while SNSD Run Devil Run repackaged sold for 56,543. That means ladies and gentlemen, the total for both album is 177,358 for suju and 179,861 for SNSD... there's a margin of 2503 copies between them.. SNSD won fairly right?? Now, the daesang is based on album sales 60%, voting 20% and also judges 20%. Suju leads in voting. They got 34.5% than SNSD 22.9%. And there's also the judges.. We can never know what the judges think, actually.. huhu...

So, even though i was pretty shocked, i think snsd deserved to win.. Both of them are but this year's luck is with snsd. Now, for the popularity award, thaaaat is something im suspicious of. Actually, i'm with elfs for this.. Clearly, the voting result shows that shinee and suju should win.. shinee is the first place and then suju and the third is snsd.. So, im really puzzled as to why the winners are shinee and snsd... is it because of suju wins the asian popularity award?? i don't know.. It puzzles me as well as the elfs. Unless the judges also have their says in this.

But I really am pissed of when (some??) elfs starts bitching and blaming snsd for this... WHAT THE FUCK???? I know they are disappointed but blaming the girls?? It's out of control actually. I will state a few of the comments.

1. SJ deserves it more than SNSD. They worked harder.

What the heck?? just because u always visit the fan site, blogs and wordpress about them 24 hours a day and been constantly informed and updated about them does not qualify u to judged that other groups did not worked hard. Its bullshit.. I personally have been following the girls activities this year and constantly checking the suju's update.. Therefore, I can assure u that both of the group work hard this year.. And i genuinely think that both of them deserves to win. suju has comeback, concerts, musicals, dramas, mcs, djs and so forth.. While snsd also has comeback, concerts, japan debut that requires them to constantly went back and forth to japan and SM staff even shoved them with hoot comeback amid all their already busy schedules. Both of them got to have a vacation this year. So, i think it's fair.

2. "I think i will become STAND for this".

Typical antis.. ish ish ish... seriously, antis should get a life. i think that person, whoever it is, they are already an 'established' snsd antis.. They post comments like that just to annoyed people and hoping that one or two elfs yang tengah extremely sad, fall for that and wallah!!! They managed to ‘recruit’ another antis... huhuhu.. Seriously.. A person with a right mind or half of it can still figure it out that snsd has nothing to do with it. The girls are shocked when the presenter announced that they won the award. *proven by fancams.* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfpGsq9at9I ß exhibit 1.. kekeke…

3. 'i know snsd has nothing to do with it, but i still hate them'

hahaha... hate them for winning and ur oppas lose?? That is just low, man... kekeke.. But i dont mind that... fans can be pretty emotional, really. They can hate anyone they like. But to know that someone didn't have anything to do with something but they still take that as a reason to hate them.. huhuhu... lame... to think that their oppas is probably have moved on but their fans are still 'mourning' over it.. geez....

4. We are sad because we cannot fulfill leeteuk and heechul wish.

huhu... THAT, i can understand.. They feel sad because of this... they said that this mite be the last chance for leeteuk coz next year he will join the army service.. But life cannot always be the way that we want it to be, rite? One can dream, but it will not always be a sweet dream.. One just has to accept it and move on... the key words here is MOVE ON, people... there's always next year rite?? i read it somewhere that angel teukie is planning to join the army either the end of next year or early 2012.. rite?? Correct me if im wrong... who knows? Maybe he decides to join early 2012. Seriously, they still have a chance... its not like they never win the grand prize thingy... they won it last year..

*for those who didn't know, it is teukie and heechul wish to receive daesang before they enlist into the army.*

And what is this occasion about 'suspicious sm staff whisper to leeteuk'??? Indeed, that staff talk to leeteuk just before the grand award was announced.. i get that... but to think that they speculate what the staff said is just absurd.. Totally absurd.. They believe that the staff said, 'give the award to snsd or no super show 3'... WHAT????!!!! it's bullshit man.. The ss3 schedule has been confirmed... plus, what can leeteuk do to change the result?? He’s not the judges, not the presenter, why in the heck he should 'give' the award to the girls??? This statement is probably the stupidest i've heard regarding this issue.. Probably created by a bunch of brainless antis... ridiculous... seriously out of control.. takde kene mengena...

There are some comments saying that they do not believe the sm bonds.. Its just....... wrong... because judging by videos and shows they've been together, behind the scenes footage, fancam and also album thank you's, they really are close.. But to think that some of their own fans actually said that, for me it seems like they are suggesting that their oppas are faking it?? Faking that close bonding?? Or what u may call it, -acting-?? It's pathetic i think... *oh yes... i read these very comments in one of suju's fansite because as i stated earlier, i visit both of the groups fansite*..Personally, i really really believe in sm bonds... ^_^ *owh, I think im gonna put one video here.. To prove the sm bonds.. hmmm.. maybe for my next post…*

Now, before anyone jump into conclusion, i really like both of the idol group. U guys can check my pathetic-unexcited-emotional blog ni to clarify it. u guys can see that i like both suju and snsd but now I slightly prefer the latter... okay okay.. Not slightly.. But much more than the first.. kekekeke... and i am proud to say that I’m neither an elfs or sones.. bcoz I don’t think I’m qualified to be either one.. hehehe.. I just like both of the groups so much..

I like suju and I even went to ss2 here in Malaysia last march.. I was soooo excited and I bring along (more like drag) my dearest fren, fieza to watch the concert.. I even make an entry about the journey to the ss2.. so, if ader sore2 sumbang yg ckp aku ni bukan fan suju, then u’re wrong.. As for snsd, i get to know who they are bcoz of suju.. At first, I like snsd just bcoz of my bias but gradually, I start to like all of the members.. Seriously..

U know, i always thought (and said to my frens who's willing enuff to listen) that elfs is probably the best fan group among others. Because SOME sones can be a real jerk.. They can be really pathetic.. sones are nothing without 9.. But there are some who likes to condemn other members apart from their bias.. I mean, come on!! I also have my bias, but I didn’t go and condemn other members… If u don’t like it, then just shut the hell up.. I wish they can stop comparing their biases with others.. It’s a shame, really.. why can’t they just support the girls?? Bcoz snsd is known for their soshi bonds.. but their so-called sones(some) not.. so, yeah.. pity..

I like elfs.. they always support suju no matter what… they believe in 13, but not so much on 15… but still, they keep on supporting suju.. kangin case, hankyung case, they really become stronger and stronger.. but then again, because of this issue, I felt that SOME elfs can be a little bit arrogant.. Like their idols is the best of them all.. u can think that, but not by belittle other groups.. that really makes u look arrogant.. fans actions or behaviors can reflect on their idol.. and for someone who’s not an elfs but like them enuff to went to their concert (im talking about me, obviously), It makes me feels kinda….’different’.. Makes me think twice whether I want to attend their concert again, next year or not.. huhuhu..

But screw that, entry ni dah terlampau panjang lar plak.. but yeah, about GDA, I just hope that elfs can get over it.. if they can.. now they know what to do next year, rite?? Buy more repackaged album.. huhu… sure can win one.. kekekeke.. and I wish they can concentrate on blaming GDA officials and maybe even SM staff, but pleaselah.. not the girls.. its pathetic..

Finally, congrats SNSD for winning the Grand Award, Disk Daesang… chukka imnida!!! you guys jjang!!! I will post another entry just for the girls after this.. huhuhu.. entry ni dah terlampau panjang.. whew!!!

Soshi hwaiting!!!